As your wife and friend, I have suffered all day. I dont care what you told anyone, we had come to terms with who we both were, shoke hands and walked away on OUR terms. We became close again over the past 2 months. I am truly saddened by your passing. If you had told me you were sick, I would have been there for you as a friend as you were there for me. I am sad I never was able to say goodbye as we had many great times together. Know I will always love you my friend. Thank you for my bow and teaching me how to shoot. I will ALWAYS think of you every time I pull my bow string. May God bless your soul.